I need help because ngl suicide sounds like the route I'm going down

Hello precious! I've been there before! Could you please give more information about sources of your depression and your circumstances?

Then I can better respond.

You can also message me privately on instant messaging and/or email.

It's hard describe them.

What are some things u wish you could do but cannot?

Yeah

what?

I can't describe it or remember what it's called

oh no precious! what are some things you liked doing before you have feelings of depression?

I can't remember 😭

by the way I like your new pictures way better than the old one😊

Do you believe in God?

Yeah?

one way i deal with it is cuddle my pets

Depression is hard to cope with dude. I still don't know how to deal with mine 😭

I struggle with depression too. I’d say what helps me to cope is prayer, (whenever I am really down, I remind myself of the Truth- how I’m never alone, I’m made w purpose and known) and letting myself rest w out worry. Let a family member know I’m not in the best place, & know that it won’t be fixed all today: but each day giving myself a list of goals taking care of myself and things I’m interested in is som I added that takes time but I enjoy. And guess what? It dosnt need to be any length, just write out general ways we as humans take care of ourselves (shower, eat - which make sure you’re eating pls! Even just snacking) and my interests (draw something, read one Bible chapter, 5 min of peace, go on walk, sing karaoke) and no matter how ambitious or little it is, I don’t beat myself up for what I do or don’t do. Cause it’s not meant to get them all done, but help us keep going. Biggest thing is to give yourself grace- these feelings are real and valid, this place you are in you won’t stay in forever. Be kind to you, even when you don’t believe it and it’s tough. Even the bad things take time to get to their worst, but just keeping the mindset of not giving up and giving yourself grace are great places to start. Also commend you for reaching out, it is harder than most would realize esp if you experienced being shut down. Anyway, much love to you, I’m praying for you and if you’d like- I can be of some support to you here. You are not alone, this is not the end for you.