no ima commit sucide all day

Why?

u don't understand things that go on in my life all the time 

Oh no, but God does

And you really need to talk to Him!

Go read forum heyyy, especially the last part of page 1

and suicide would dissolve your eternal bliss and happiness into eternal horror and torture

Suicide and all sin :

Humiliates and degrades our nature and dignity; hence comes the sence of shame which a person experiences when detected in a lie, a theft or some other wicked deed; it is often an injury to our fellow man, always an injury to ourselves, and in itself is a disturbance of the moral order of which God is the source. At the root of every sin is a denial of truth and reality. The truth is that God is good, and man was created to be good. When man sins, he denies or ignores God's goodness, as well as his obligation to be good.

It is a rebellion against God's most holy will, the only true measure of our actions.

Sin is a lack of trust in God and His goodness.

It is a contemptuous defiance of the almighty Creator.

It is an insult to the thrice holy God, robbing Him of the honor which is His due, Who is also our Redeemer.

Sin is a base act of ingratitude towards One so evidently good in Himself, so infinitely good to all men.

It is a mockery of Christ and an attempt to crucify Him again (Hebrews 6:6).

Sin is an assualt on our own soul, on our temporal and eternal happiness: "They that commit sin and iniquity are enemies to their own soul"--Tobit 12:10.

Sin is a surrender of true liberty and peace: "Whosoever commits sin is a slave of sin"--John 8:34.

This comes from Catholic Morality: Sin, Virtue, Duties to God, Neighbor, Etc.  by Fr. John Laux, M.A. 

and from Morality for Catholic Students by Thomas J. Centrella.

Suicide is a crime against God, Who alone gives life and determines its duration, and Who has solemnly declared " Thou shalt not kill."

Suicide shows contempt for God by destroying this most precious gift. Suicide abruptly separates the soul from the body before the time God intended to do so. Suicide then separates the person's soul, not only from his/her body, but also from God--and at the worst possible time: the hour of his/her death and eternal judgement. Suicide creates a permanent problem in order to try to solve a temporary problem. 

Suicide is a crime against one's own soul, which is violently thrust out of that position which has been assigned to it by the Creator. Christianity gives the Christian the means to bear the hardest blows of fortune and to expiate the gravest crimes.

Suicide is a crime against society and one's neighbor, which is unjustly deprived of one of its members. It robs the world of all the good this person could have done in the remaining time of his/her life. It also unjustly deprives the person's family, friends, and everyone else he knows ( or would have known) of the opportunity to be in his/her company. 

This comes from the two sources given above.

i understand it is a sin but either i hurt myself or it is suicide i have tried sucide so many times but people stop me from it it solves my problems

Dear Haylee, 

you may have to go through much suffering in this life, but if you bear them well out of love for God, uniting your sufferings with His, they will make for all the more happiness and glory in the next Life. I am here with you.

What you said can not solve your problems. They will be magnified times infinity--please read what I last linked and wrote in forum topic heyyy.

Please talk to God💖. He is the only One that can really help you.

with love and prayers, 

Lily💖🙏

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thank you